kritikick

I feel that I'm becoming a snobbish person as time progresses, giving people the impression that I am full of pride and full of myself.  Perhaps this is my way of showing the world that I care less of what others think of me or say - that I am my own person.  Though my actions may be speaking this way, my thoughts do not agree.
Sometimes I want to show that I care but I am tired of doing the extra mile to show that I do so it appears as though I do not.  Life is getting more complicated as time progresses, where facial expressions are becoming static and less emotions are shown.  A cold blooded reaction is what comes out of it.  Looking at life in doubt, questioning everyone that appears to be your friend, trying to see if there is a catch behind everything that we are sold into.  I get upset when I think of life in this way at the same time I don't want to be gullible.  There seems to be a fine line between wrongfully questioning people and giving them the benefit of doubt.